I just noticed something that I had completely missed about a week ago, I’m a fucking terrible person.I missed the most important text from the most important person in my life when he needed me the most. I’m such a failure. Don’t you ever call yourself that, and I’m so sorry I wasn’t there for you.
Tonight I lost the man I hoped to one day call my husband. I’ve fucked up a lot of things but what I want most is for him to be happy. He’s a great man and I’d kill anyone who wouldn’t treat him right. I’ll love you always, Ed.
While I still have much more to think about and say, I’ll save it for the time I see you again.
So today in English my Professor was talking about the word persona and he asked where did it originate from and I said Latin and he got really excited and he got more excited when I explained it’s like a mask you wear. And he was like “wow you knew all of that”
and I was like